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Thursday, October 25, 2012
Is There Really a Heaven?
Something touched a nerve about this subject because the forthcoming book on heaven is on the cover of Newsweek (Oct. 15, 2012), (Read the article here) and is a new book. It is written by a scientist, self proclaimed, because he is a neurosurgeon. Scientists and neurosurgeons are not necessarily equal. In the field of psychology he is far from a scientist. But let’s look at what he claims; but first in order to establish his bona fides, his disclaimer: he never believed in near-death experience. He was a “faithful Christian” but not a practicing one. I think he means he was a believer but not really a “true believer.”
He contracted meningitis, fell into a coma for a week, and a good part of this thinking/aware neo-cortex was shut off. “Then on the morning of the seventh day in the hospital, as my doctors weighed whether to discontinue treatment, my eyes popped open. While the neurons of my cortex were stunned to complete inactivity by the bacteria that had attacked them, my brain-free consciousness journeyed to another dimension of the universe.” He went to a place he never dreamed existed; sorry, I mean he went to a place that he dreamed existed. This placed him in a “new world.” And I am sure that world is new to him: but not to me. And not to me as a scientist who studies the deep unconscious. I will need to explain.
As soon as our doctor had his top level surgeon brain knocked out he was like all of the rest of us: non-scientific schlubs with no critical/judging cortex to help understand our experience. He was no longer scientist but someone who went through what our patients go through every day. The difference is that our patients are able to connect their experience to higher level processes, where the doctor could not because there were no higher levels operating at the time. I will have to explain better. Our therapy is based on the three levels of consciousness, not as a theoretical abstraction but as a scientific therapy that has been heavily researched. We take patients back to their childhood to relive and integrate childhood trauma, and even before to birth trauma and earlier events during womb-life, which is neurologically possible. These events operate on different levels of consciousness where the deepest level is processed in brain structures that lie on the bottom part the brain in the brainstem which handles our instincts, primitive experiences such as terror and fury, and imprints early events far below our ordinary levels of conscious/awareness. And that means far below the emotional experience of a surgeon whose whose life is focused on the here and now, not on his childhood and emotional trauma.
The top level cortex is the thinking, comprehending analytic brain that understands experience, but we have experience without all that. Look at the Alzheimer patient who has a pretty full life, albeit unconscious or unaware, who operates on below conscious/aware levels. She can fall in love, care for animals, take walks with someone she cares about and carry on minimal conversations, bereft of fancy abstractions. She can have a life. Well that is what all of us have but beyond that we have a deeper, brainstem life with a little bit of an emotional/limbic system component that signifies a life before words and even before the full development of our emotions. I reiterate, those brain levels exist in all of us and have their own operating system that dictates how we respond. Unfortunately, few of us ever have a chance to go back to visit and relive those experiences, except for our patients. And what happens when they do? The imprinted experience on the brainstem sends its nerve shoots (brain pathways) to higher levels that in turn respond in their own way. The limbic area offers emotions to the mix, and then at long last the cortex enters the fray and adds is ideas and fantasies. The final step in our work is arriving at conscious/awareness; lower levels rising and gathering up parts of each higher level, finally recruiting the neo-cortex to make sense of it all. It unifies the entire experience into a specific meaning… “They didn’t love me.”
How do we know? Well we have years of research behind us, discussed in peer reviewed journals, but also in our therapy when patients descend to deeper levels they not only begin to feel deep sadness or pure terror but as the feelings expands the brainwaves also mount, as does the blood pressure and body temperature. More important, when the feeling is unified there is a descent of key vital signs below starting baseline. That signifies the beginning of integration; and over months those vital signs remain changed as the body changes. We change all levels of consciousness not just the top level neo-cortex, as happens in cognitive therapy.
We have seen patients approach these deep levels, after months of therapy, never right away, and begin their strange ideas……”I am in a washing machine that won’t stop and I don’t know how to stop it.” Or, “I am suffocating in a cave. There is no air and I cannot get out.” These, in my experience, are derivatives of the birth experience (foreshortened here), that first send up vague but related ideas, the forerunner of the reliving experience. It is very possible in those who approach these experiences too soon or who have take drugs to get there, that they will get stuck in the fantasy, the dream sequence, and never arrive at a connection. Here is where our surgeon enters. Surgeons, and we have treated them, are notorious unfeeling souls who left their emotions far behind to be able to cut into our brains. We get them in therapy after a stroke or from some exotic disease. We get them when they have no other option. They are the last to believe in feelings and the emotional level. I am not sure that if we are fully feeling we could take a knife and cut into someone’s brain. But you know what they say, “a shrink is a doctor who cannot stand the sight of blood.”
So what happens? Experience on deep brain levels are like the spokes of a wheel that radiate upwards and forwards to inform high levels of it all but without words or verbal information. We later put words and fantasy images thanks to our emotional levels and then we believe what we have “experienced.” This only means that the person has stopped short of connection and has conflated or grown into a “cosmic consciousness” thanks to LSD, rebirthing and other nonsense. He gets blocked on the emotional level, in this case, because the meningitis brain is not doing so well and cannot help out much. And so later he really believes he has “been to heaven,” which our previous LSDers believe after an acid trip. We know from research that the acid takers are flooded with pain as the control mechanisms in the brain shut down with the drug. Their pain of a lifetime surges forward into the top level. Their only recourse is to manufacture another planet with the little cortex they have left. And they can construct someplace else where all is wonderful…..pink clouds and softness, and especially, where death is not only not so bad but a nice place to be—everyone’s dream of heaven. If our doctor had written that it was a horrible experience it would never be on the front page of Newsweek. It doesn’t help that he is a scientist; in fact it hurts, because he has less expertise on feelings than most of us have. He is on another planet; that of surgeons. He states that although his top level was out of commission his lower brain levels were alive and well. And they are but he never knew what lies on those levels. It took us forty years to get down to those levels safely and finally to understand the brain well enough to know about those three levels and how they make out our conscious/awareness. We have been there and have taken careful notes on our patients” experiences. They go through pretty much the same thing; first emotional/dreamlike fantasies, (as the limbic system contributes) and later the concoction of elaborate notions of heaven and new planets of existence thanks to the neo-cortex. If you want to call that heaven that is fine but don’t give it the imprimature of science. It is fantasy pure and simple, even when offered by a “scientist.” I have found that the minute a scientist gets slightly out of his specialty he tends to talk nonsense. And he stops being a specialist. He leaves off where we begin. We don’t dissect the brain but we dissect what the brain does with feelings.
Our doctor could not do that so he hears beautiful chants and songs of angels; by the way, if the top level was completely shut down where did he get the idea of angels? He now sees that we are one, unified beings, part of all the world. And then he says it gets worse: he has a companion through it all, someone young and beautiful, riding along on the wings of a butterfly. You need a limbic system to have even an imagined companion, so clearly, higher brain levels were at work. And then without any words a wind thrusts through him and he heard, “You are loved. Cherished. You have nothing to fear. There is nothing you can do wrong.” All three basic primal feelings that one gets to in our therapy over time. But it is not an idea; it is a feeling where patients beg, “Love me just a little. Say I am good and not wrong,” etc. Basic needs that we all have and need to experience. It needs connection which is liberating, something our doctor never had; and needs for a real experience. Doctor, it is not the wind speaking; it is your father.
Years ago there was a similar book, also a best seller, who had little men who looked like ET who bundled off the author to a waiting starship where they performed all kinds of booga booga on him. It sounds crazy but no more crazy than riding on pink clouds with a beautiful “princess.” It is all fantasy and does not make heaven any more real except for the true believers. It is all in the mind. The doctor believes, “It as if I were being born into a larger world, and the universe was like a giant cosmic womb.” Exactly. A symbolic birth primal. We have patients who have been on drugs or who are very disturbed who have those feelings; once they connect, it all disappears. But imagine me explain to the doctor that birth imprints stay in the brain and direct part of our lives. And then tell him that we can relive it all. He will surely think I am the crazy one. He says that what he went through demands explanation. Here I am.
One part of the explanation is that as death nears the whole system goes into alarm state. There is secretion of endorphins and serotonin as the system fights the danger, and then it is over; or not. If it is not over, the person may have felt the near-death syndrome but he never went to heaven. He touched on hell and that drove his brain to fabulate heaven. There have many studies on near death. Usually it is when someone has fallen into a coma, comes out and imagines she died. She didn’t. But that doesn’t stop the notion that “I left my body and traveled to another planet.” Let us not forget that Wilder Penfield in Canada, decades ago put an electric probe on areas of the temporal lobe (of those undergoing surgery for epilepsy) and got delusions and hallucinations. It so happened that the closer he got to the actual memory site the more real the memory became. All this means that we can get all of these fantasies in a surgical setting in those not near death. The minute that we interfere with neurotransmitters we can get this effect, as well. LSD affects serotonin turnover. And this can result in disinhibition which then results in delusions as repression and inhibition falters. In short, we cannot believe what the cortex tells us when lower brain levels is telling us something else. But when the cortex offers goodies such as gorgeous girls and heaven instead of death it can’t be beat.
If I were to take this doctor into therapy we would get to the real feelings eventually but then he couldn’t sell a million books.
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This thought-provoking and important book shows how people are drawn toward dangerous beliefs.
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Art Janov, one of the pioneers of fetal and early infant experiences and future mental health issues, offers a robust vision of how the earliest traumas of life can percolate through the brains, minds and lives of individuals. He focuses on both the shifting tides of brain emotional systems and the life-long consequences that can result, as well as the novel interventions, and clinical understanding, that need to be implemented in order to bring about the brain-mind changes that can restore affective equanimity. The transitions from feelings of persistent affective turmoil to psychological wholeness, requires both an understanding of the brain changes and a therapist that can work with the affective mind at primary-process levels. Life Before Birth, is a manifesto that provides a robust argument for increasing attention to the neuro-mental lives of fetuses and infants, and the widespread ramifications on mental health if we do not. Without an accurate developmental history of troubled minds, coordinated with a recognition of the primal emotional powers of the lowest ancestral regions of the human brain, therapists will be lost in their attempt to restore psychological balance.
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Washington State University
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This heaven sounds quite appealing at the moment. I think my first line is banging on the doors of my concious mind like a Bull with a chilli stuck up it's arse at the moment. My head feels leaden which is probably down to deep fight or flight. Something happened during my Tuesday session because while not getting upset or anything my blood pressure dropped from 152 over 89 to 102 over 62. This therapy is quite difficult to understand sometimes but in the end it's about listening to one's body and trusting it I suppose which this Scientist thinks he is doing.
ReplyDeleteHi Art. Thanks for sharing this! Love how you just cut through all the b.s. and get right to the truth behind all the booga booga (as you put it). I'm reading 'Primal Healing' now and see the correlation with this post and where I'm at in the book.
ReplyDeleteQuestion: Any idea on when the books you're working on 'Beyond Belief' about cults, healers, guru's etc., will be finished and available? And also the one on Hypnotherapy. Very interested for personal reasons.
Thank You for everything you share! Most appreciative here. ~ Jared
Jared: I just finished "Searching for our Humanity" and it has been sent out to publishers. "Beyond Belief" will be ready end of November. art
DeleteHi Art ,
ReplyDeletebrilliantly written (and You feel to have said it all...?!)
And for my part do NOT need heaven (by the way
how long would I endure the alleluja songs
until doomsday will come ?
I am satisfied to "be" that... what "I " was before
"all the mischief began" NOTHING!!
Yours emanuel
And maybe on the flipside of this, another example of the "psychological" effects of a functional disconnect of the frontal cortex. Borderline personality disorder following concussion or TBI. BPD a "mysterious" disorder, mostly treated an-historically, especially when there is no connection to the often forgotten and untreated cause.
ReplyDeleteAndrew's commentary: part 2:
ReplyDeleteI read through Dr Eben Alexander's link as provided, and notice he said that his experience could not have been processed by his brain which was almost completely offline at the time of his coma. This 'impossibility' is according to current medical knowledge. I think that's the crux of his argument.
How can medical knowledge know what the brain is and is not capable of exactly, in this state? It can't, and I don't believe it does...
I think the assumption is that consciousness is achieved from the later developing neocortex. But as we know it isn't, as such. The neocortex provides consciousness in terms of awareness of the outside world, and awareness of logic, whereas the earlier brains provide the sensational/emotional component of consciousness. To me it's quite feasible that Dr Alexander can dream up flying on butterflies with sexy woman on his side, and also dream up the *sensational/emotional* component of comprehension (messages from "god") without any neocortex comprehension at all.
Andrew,
DeleteYes... we must not forget that a lot is "logical" is out of a neurotic world. I mean it's logical to covet otherwise not eligible circumstances. I mean on... it is logical to experience murderous thoughts... feelings... given the circumstances of how they evolved.
Frank
Near death without hallucinations.
ReplyDeleteYour reflection over the hallucinating neurosurgeon, I read with a mixture of great satisfaction but even greater concern. Your crystal clear and pertinent comments about how the different levels of the brain actually work during the surgeon’s “brain death”, and your disclosure of his absurd induced hallucinations of American cultural symbols was a great pleasure to read. I feel big concern that the major part of our Western society is so repressed / naive as to swallow such nonsense, which is basically a mockery of both the modern biogenetic evolution and the > 6 billion global citizens who do not fantasize (have near death-experiences) about young, blue-eyed beauties as their religious cheerleaders.
I first read your Reflections and the NEWS-article of the neurosurgeon, then copied them and read them again before I fell asleep. After a few hours, I woke up with my head full of thoughts about my 40-year maturity and rehabilitation process. Among other things, I felt the satisfaction of having experienced the effects, in several development stages, to have been epileptic. My epilepsy stood for 20 years as the door to death, and it was thus a significant near-death threat until I through my first primal, which developed out of a potentially grand mal seizure, experienced my birth trauma, which was a horrifying struggle for life and death.
During the 20 years when I was ignorant of my birth trauma, my brain / I avoided religious hallucinations as an alternative to numb the pain. However, I often had flashbacks (spontaneous “primals”) to sensations of traumatic character that I had repressed followed by a big relief. A very important event, from a religious point of view, occurred before I was 7 years old, with other words long before I developed epilepsy. During emotional discomfort (I remember it almost like an epileptic aura) I decided not to believe in, or allow me to be influenced by my mother’s religious drivel full of bible quotes. This very early intuitive experience of my mothers godly fantasies, which were like a drug / protection against some kind of repressed pain was important for my search for an earthy explanation of my epilepsy. (By the way, my mothers religiosity changed and loosened considerably after a few strokes between 75/80 years of age. After that she was despite an impaired physical mobility safer and more secure in her opinions.)
Since the epileptic and religious experiences of my life had passed revue early this morning, I felt tense and laid back and felt an internal pressure / pain come up. It was a wordless re-experience of my birth trauma (which probably will return in a more readily perceived form until the original amount repressed birth pain has emptied out). It takes a few hours of wordless pain, tightness, tingling, feeling of anesthesia and suffocation while inimitable bodily movements to and from taking place. The emotions experienced at the beginning, and during much of the process take place in a very small body and at its end the little body fills out my adult body, and the process ends, with a feeling of being more developed and free.
Simple, comfortable and close to life.
Jan Johnsson
PS
It would have been interesting to listen to Dostoevsky’s opinion about our neurosurgeon’s religious hallucinations. I suppose he would have filed it under the label “time shall be no more” as the one with the epileptic Muhammad, who during his epileptic moment “had time during the same second to survey all the dwellings of Allah”...
Jan: most interesting as always. art
Deletei've been reading about seizures. they can happen in many different parts of the brain. if the burst of electrical 'noise' is happening in only one side of the brain, the person may or may not lose consciousness. but if it happens in both sides - in other words, if the noise spreads across the corpus callosum (the thick bundle of 'wires' that act as a switchboard between the two hemispheres) the result is always unconsciousness.
Deleteit seems that the corpus callosum is a critical contributor to consciousness in that it must be functioning smoothly (without any 'noise') in order for it to maintain consciousness. If one side of the brain is completely removed, consciousness is maintained simply because there are no messages passing through the corpus callosum from one side to the other. in this sense, it is operating smoothly. but of course it would not be 100% full consciousness. full consciousness cannot be achieved until ALL brain-parts are contributing towards the overall sensation.
there are many parts of the brain that can be removed as a complete piece so as to avoid any resulting noise. of course it would be better to smooth out a small area of noise rather than remove a huge lobe. how do we do that?
a false belief is similar to a mild seizure; it is a relatively small group of deviated connections. the electrical current must violate all of the surrounding connections which are encouraging the belief to form part of a seamless network. i think it is possible that much of the false belief is truthful - meaning much of it's connections are well integrated and seamless in the right hemisphere and the corpus callosum, but perhaps there is an abrupt deviation in the left hemisphere which needs to be constantly 'maintained' to stop it from being electrochemically integrated with it's surrounding connections. Art describes it as a truthful force coming from the right and lower centers (the parts that develop earlier than the intellect). indeed, from an anatomical point of view, it is likely to be a strong, fast current (not deviated) which is trying to close the circuit at the terminal end.
the brain really is a computer full of closed circuits. the axons are 'wires' that bridge from neuron to neuron, just like a circuit board. those wires are covered with 'plastic insulation' (the fatty myelin sheath) to prevent interference from nearby wires. and the corpus callosum is packed full of wires that span the distance between the two 'computers'.
when a wire on a circuit board is routed incorrectly, it can heat up or fry other parts of the circuit board. can prolonged confusion cause damage to neurons? yes. perhaps regulated unconsciousness (sleep) can give deviated connections a chance to 'cool off'. perhaps this is why epileptics go to sleep immediately after they have had a big seizure.
Hi Richard,
DeleteMore on close to life.
I have felt and written about my kind of pain / seizures. I have made friends with them over the last 40 years. I am not qualified to discuss epilepsy in technical terms with you; I can only tell you how / why they appeared and how they symbolically changed my life, first when my pain turned into seizures and then when my seizures turned into primals and I eventually, miraculously was cured.
It was a trauma that started when my mother deliberately caused that I was not allowed to have an easy birth. In accordance with her religious belief, she had decided literally to make sure that I was born with pain. This was a process that took 48 hours beyond what was necessary. My mother was physically and mentally strong and endured, which meant that my / our trauma was extremely exhausting. Without having been able to gain insight into the physician's assessment (medical records at the hospital were missing when I asked for them!), I was turned around late in the process and pulled out ass first, which in turn meant that I was exposed for severe strangulation experiences with the umbilical cord around the neck.
During primals I have, countless times, experienced the wordless pain I experienced, the assault of my head, arms, legs and body. The disastrous feeling and pain were the first times unbearable. The numbing sensation of pain that went on for a few hours meant that large amounts (several dl!) of mucus poured up of my lungs and stomach and through my mouth, nose and eyes.
When the process was most striking, I became dry in the mouth, my tongue turned inwards and fell down in my throat (impossible to imitate) and my body was bent backward in a bow while performing convulsive twitching. My senses were strained to their utmost, and instead of a grand mal seizure, my organism performed an indescribably dramatic attempt to get oxygen that ended in an intense baby cry (deeply from my guts) and I was finally completely relaxed and free and the primal ended.
My breathing has during my primals normally three modes; hyperventilation (automatic breathing controlled by 1st line impulses) at maximum capacity, hyperventilation in an energy-saving mode and a third mode, which meant that I was not breathing at all, which led to a feeling that I give up and am painfully strangled. On and off during the birth process, I feel/felt anaesthetized, which is probably a result of the doctor / midwife inserting various types of anesthetics, stimulants to get my mother relaxed and speed up the process.
The described birth primal, I have experienced several times since 1980. For every primal the magnitude of the trauma gradually has subsided due to the repressed pain has decreased, I now understand what it is about and the whole process has become part of a positive curative symphony.
to be continued...
continued..
DeleteI lived with the immense pressure of my birth trauma for 40 years without understanding that my epilepsy was my symbolic birth trauma. I got Carbamazepine / Tegretol against my epilepsy, which did not prevent that I developed a hyperactive lifestyle. Eventually, I could understand that I developed a life pattern which meant I imitated the birth process in my desperate eagerness symbolically "to be born". Every time I got stuck, in schools, marriages and professions, I changed radically due to feelings of not being able to breathe or endure (suicidal feelings / seizures of all kinds could then easily develop). I changed so I could start my symbolic struggle; a new place, a new job, a new wife, a new country, a new culture and a new language ....
My seizures could be grand mal, petit mal, hallucinations, etc., and I have enough of experience to fill the majority of the neurologic, standardized, categorization definitions, which I only see as a curiosity because all is about pain from my birth trauma, and no one, NO ONE! neurologist has during 50 years asked me WHY I have epilepsy, while they have been pouring technical definitions over me to fill my ignorance which I now understand that I had in common with the neurologists.
But now I know! Thanks to my curly shrink Arthur Janov!
Jan Johnsson
PS. I was not one of those epileptics who needed sleep after a seizure.
Really amazing, Jan. It's a horror story but it is encouraging to know that pain as bad as yours can be relived. Wow you are incredibly brave. Thanks for writing. How on earth could any scientist ignore a story like that?!!
Delete"full consciousness cannot be achieved until ALL brain-parts are contributing towards the overall sensation"
Deletei'm not sure about that. maybe a damaged brain can provide full consciousness.
"fully conscious" means wide awake and experiencing all the information coming from your senses, your feelings, other people's feelings, your wider surroundings....and all without the slightest hint of trance/hypnosis.
Richard: We didn't. art
DeleteI saw a show on the History channel the other day that dealt with reincarnation. There was a young boy, who's parents claimed that he spoke about being a fallen pilot in WWII in his past life and that the pilot's spirit was still inhabited the boy's body as a young child. I thought it was pretty interesting and I would like to read Janov's theory on such cases. Particularly ones dealing with young children who claim to have seen heaven or are seemingly in touch with someone from a past life.
ReplyDeleteAre they being coached and encouraged by their parents? It seems like they would be too young to make the stuff up on their own.
Rjkingman: There is no magic in life. If parents have a stake in having a child who lived in WWII so be it but don't get caught up in that nonsense. art
DeleteIt is not only my iMac memory which needs a clean up...
ReplyDeleteThe book writing neurosurgeon and Art’s well formulated and defined description, of what is happening at various levels in the brain when we at some early stage have been subjected to unbearable pain gave me a lot of reasons to think through and reorganize my memories of a long life in the shadow of pain, anxiety, religion, neurology, psychology and neuroses.
I have earlier in life, during an uncertain imminent threat of neurologic interventions due to my epileptic stigma, tried to convince me / “believe” that surgeons belonged to the group of professionals where accuracy and “precision in hand and mind” dominates. This belief has suffered a blow. Belief often fills an unbearable emptiness, which remains when knowledge is lacking.
In the case of the fairy tale writing surgeon, he choose, due to lack of knowledge, to interpret his absurd experiences from his period of illness in religious terms and uses with disguised restriction his professional background / prestige to sell his book to a religiously drug dependent society with the help of a well known (not scientific!) magazine.
The advantage that my faith in the surgeons got a scratch is that it happens with the help of an insider who reveals what is below the surface even in surgeons...
Jan Johnsson
Hi Jan,
Delete-"Belief often fills an unbearable emptiness, which remains when knowledge is lacking"-.
And when true knowledge begins to gain our attention, false belief starts to crumble. The problem seems to be that our repressions prevent our attention from focussing on the true knowledge. . .
Sometimes when I look in the mirror I don't see my reflection, I begin to feel my emptiness and I can't bear it.
Paul G.
I'm guessing that you would make a similar statement for ghost and all of supposedly true stories of encounters with supernatural beings. It's easy to get compelled by such stuff, especially on shows such as Celebrity Ghost Stories and others. All that could really be publicity stuff, but there's still a relatively large number of people who have obstinate beliefs in that stuff.
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ReplyDeleteAre you okay over there in New Jersey? I have been terribly worried about you in that terrible hurricane which has been on the news over here in England. All I cared about is your well being. Hope your home is ok, too.
Anonymous: Hey thanks for the concern, but I am in the sun on the west coast. art
DeleteYour lyrics Art... is the intellectual medicine that allows a emotional scientific process. Of course... can be thought… but that is not so obvious… it is not... because then we would be much further of in the primal therapeutic process!
ReplyDeleteThe "super-intellectual" man is the one who knows about the evolutionary process without knowing why! I mean those who understand the whole process… the process of how and why we have developed a defense for survival during evolution and what consequences it has. Wait a minute... is that true? When we get the science that contains the process that prevents emotional development… when we learn science for what it is… we have also opened the intellectual channel to communicate with the limbic system... our defenses will be weakened with consequences that make the primal therapeutic process significantly easier!
Frank
Hi,
ReplyDeleteRichard Dawkins has just done a documentary series on Channel 4 (UK) called Sex, Death and the Meaning of Life. You can get this on " 4oD " on the internet.
In it he presents his argument that "we can get out of bed in the morning" without the inspiration of God. In particular he cites experiments with rhesus monkeys who were given a reward game with a 75% bias for the button that gave a snack 75 times out of 100. The other button gave snacks at 50%. The monkeys pretty quickly noticed. Without any subterfuge (or 'invention') they simply switched to pressing the button that got 75% success and ignored the 50% one.
When humans were given the same game to play they all tried to manipulate the results by trying different sequences of BOTH buttons, presumably in the belief that by 'calculation' they could get 75% or more. . . In reality they all scored LESS than 75% on snacks. . . (of course).
The experiment shows fairly conclusively that we humans have a tendency to try to use our neo-cortex as a 'lever' to gain more but actually all that happens is we "see patterns that aren't really there" and by pursuing those illusory notions we end up with less.
Being one human with a fascination for 'patterns' and numbers and sequences and processes and protocols and rules etc I am both appalled and also relieved to know this. My neurosis has persistently steered me in an 'experimental' direction and I have ended up with less. The only good thing is having from experience come to see the truth in Dawkins evolutionary view. Somewhere in the documentary Dawkins reminds us that these patterns we see may be there but we can only be sure of them through thorough scientific investigation. That must mean more than mere statistics I imagine. I mean by analysing statistics one can still see things that aren't really there and that is always the challenge for good science isn't it? To be able to eliminate the way we can impose a theory onto the facts and conclude something short of the truth.
I just want to be one of those monkeys that presses the 75% button.
Paul G.
Paul
ReplyDeleteMy Father used to invest in shares.Not huge amounts but he always thought he would hit the big time. He used all kinds of graphs to help him decide as to when to buy or sell. My Mother put about the same amount into the Post Office and after three years she had gained a good lump sum and he had hardly any gain. I always stuck with the idea that my gut knew what it was doing. He was totally out of touch with his gut. Classic intellectual defence. The trouble with relying on one's gut is that one is only half in touch with who one really is. It's like looking through a frosted window. You know stuff is there but can't alway see all the details. Guess work and trust (in one's gut) comes into play. Heaven is total trust, mindless trust.
Who gives a shit what people believe? If it quells their pain without endangering others (as in some religious beliefs) why be mean and snort at those who are after all, only struggling humans trying to cope with their daily overload? A little compassion sometimes...
ReplyDeleteyeah yeah it's all autobiography...
sometimes it's ok to understand what it means to be "thick as a brick" (Ah Jethro, where are you now?), or a raindog:
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"Master thyself, then others shall thee beare"
Pull down thy vanity
Thou art a beaten dog beneath the hail,
A swollen magpie in a fitful sun,
Half black half white
Nor knowst'ou wing from tail
Pull down thy vanity
How mean thy hates
Fostered in falsity,
Pull down thy vanity,
Rathe to destroy, niggard in charity,
Pull down thy vanity, I say pull down.
- Ezra Pound
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Dear Raindog,
DeleteI agree with you. Who cares what people believe!, and if it quells their pain, fine! But when they start marketing their belief as a "latter day" truth, using their professional, scientific and prestigious Harvard background to catapult their nonsense, then they have spent my compassion...
Jan Johnsson
Hi Raindog,
DeleteSome famous English writer once said 'all is vanity', time may assuage the thralldom of love (sex) but vanity finally causes man to face his dismal lot, vanity even leers over the shoulders of the saints. . . (over theirs even more than any one elses' - my words).
Paul G.